The following are true stories sent in by today's caregivers.
I am an only child. My husband and I just moved my mother six hours from my her home town - the town she thought she would live and die in - closer to us, to an assisted living facility. This has been an amazing amount of work and caused an inordinate amount of stress on both of us, but especially on me.
My relationship was never that great with my mom, she has always been emotionally distant and we fought a lot when I was growing up. She has never been a good caretaker of my emotional well-being. We never had good mother/daughter talks. She took care of my physical body but that was all she was capable of. Now I am taking care of her. This comes with resentment at times, although I am accepting my role more as time goes on.
We are just in the process of closing up her home, my home, where I was raised, which is six hours from here. We have already made threetrips with both of our cars loaded with her things for the apartment. Now we have to hire a truck and get the things we want to keep, the rest we are selling at an estate sale at 40 percent less because my employer would not give me leave through the family medical leave act so I could sell it myself and make more money for her expensive monthly costs at the assisted living facility. She lives on her life savings and a meager monthly Social Security check. Her savings will be gone in no time, so will my inheritance.
It is causing much stress and many sleepless nights. I am in trouble at work, and I am holding the stress of caregiving and lack of empathy from my supervisor responsible. I am finding lack of luster in my life. This is really hard.
I thought things were bad here until I read the other caregiver stories.
My mom moved in with us last month. She is a COPD, patient on oxygen constantly and has been in and out of the hospital for the past three years. A "friend" has lived with her the past two and almost killed her by supplying her with cigarettes even though the doctors have told her she had to quit to keep living. I kept asking him to quit buying her cigarettes but he continued because he said she had the right to choose how she wants to live her life. We found out that he was only interested in what he could steal from her after she almost died last month.
I convinced my two brothers and sister that we had to do something to help her. The four of us convinced her to move in with me and we all agreed to take care of her. They have helped me but the 24/7 thing is very difficult sometimes. I am a school teacher with a loving, workaholic husband and three very active children. My husband has been wonderful considering how much he dislikes my mother. He even stays with her on his off days. My main problem is dealing with nosy relatives who think they're helping but aren't and trying to find the money to pay for her expensive medicine. She is on a very limited income. I'm glad I found this web site I was feeling very depressed but just reading about others who are experiencing the same or even greater problems makes me realize I'm not alone.
If you know of any way I can get help with her medicine please e-mail me.
After reading others' stories, mine sounds like nothing, but since I'm not the strongest person around, it's getting me down anyway.
Mother is 99, in the nursing home of a retirement community where she and Dad moved in 1976, a week after my husband died of cancer leaving me with kids ages 5, 7 and 9. This living situation has been wonderful, and still is, given Mother's status now. Dad died in '91 and Mother moved to an efficiency, then to her current big room in the intermediate care section of the nursing home. She's always been healthy, never broken a bone, recovers from everything. But recently she had a bout with pneumonia that we thought would take her -- then she recovered a lot. Now she can walk again with her walker, get herself dressed, and knit a bit, her only activity. While she was so sick, my "kids" and I came to terms with her leaving us. She could only sip ice chips, couldn't swallow, couldn't move herself in the bed. Now she has almost completely lost her memory and is extremely confused and consequently extremely distressed. The nursing staff are outstanding, but they can't be all things to her all the time.
The last straw that sent me to this web site was her call this evening asking if she could please come live with me. She promised to help out and do all the dishes and mending and some housekeeping. But she cannot even put her own clothes on straight! She is totally unrealistic, but how do I say, "No, Mother, you have to stay there. You can't live here. I gave her some logical reasons, but she's so unrealistic in her assessment that it did no good. I don't want to be pointing out how incompetent she is. I don't want to have to say I don't want her here. But it almost unhinged me to have her call and ask.
I find myself wishing we had not given her antibiotics to cure the pneumonia. She should have gone then, and avoided this confusing, distressing, anxious, pointless time.
My troubles are so much less than some others I've read, but they are mine and I need some support. I am an only child, by the way, and my other two children live a day's drive away. They all love Grandma. She's been a strong and wonderful Grandma, but she's lingering now and being trouble to herself and everyone who loves her.
Thanks to whoever is listening out there in cyberspace.
I'm having a hard time trying to start my story. Where do I begin? I have to start somewhere.
My mom has had emphysema for the past 11 years and has been on oxygen day and night for the last 5 years. She has gotten to the point where she can't take 2 steps without having to stop and sit down because she can't breathe and gasps for air. It's heartbreaking to watch her because there is NOTHING to be done about it. She has limited use of her arms because if she raises them it make it harder for her to breathe Even going to the resort or using a potty chair is hard for her. The least amount of exertion will exhaust her.
In June of 2001 she went into the hospital for a simple day stay, maybe overnight, laser gallbladder surgery and the surgeon that did the operation cut her main bile duct in half. We stayed 2 weeks in the hospital. I say we because I stayed right there with her to help give her the care she needed because the nurses at the hospital could not give her this kind of care. I took the time off work, thank goodness that the company that I work for was there for me and saved my job for me.
were all kinds of complications from this error, she had to wear 3 bags
on her side for months. For a year she had to have ERCPs done every 2
to 3 months to keep her bile ducts clear because they had to "install"
of this year my stepfather hurt his back at work and is not able to work,
doing anything at all, not even around the house. That created money problems
for them because of the lost income, and they are trying to deal with
that problem now. I have kept secret the money problems that I am having,
being out of work for so long, I try to catch up on my bills with the
little bit of money I have coming in now but I find that it's impossible
to do. My phone rings off the hook from bill collectors and it makes me
feel sick to know that I'm in a place like this.
I have to work at least 4 days a week just to keep the household running so that takes away the time that I could be spending with him or my folks. The extreme problem that I'm having now is that my mother's condition has gotten so bad that she needs me there to help all the time. She only lives 30 miles away but it's a long 30 miles when she can't breathe and she needs help right at that moment. I don't know what to do, I might have to choose between my man and my folks. My folks won't move in with us because their worried that if anything happened between me and my man that we would all be stuck with no where to go.
I have my own home but it's so far out in the country that it takes EMS 15-20 minutes to get there and that's not an option. It takes only 5 minutes max from their home now. I would have to move in with them.
Does anyone know of any place that offers financial support for someone like me? I feel there is no where to turn. I'm sorry that I carried on so, but I feel a little better.
I am single, and 50 years old. I am generally an easygoing, upbeat person with a great sense of humor (which I am grateful for), but the past five years have been very tough dealing with my aging parents, and a younger brother who had cancer (he is now doing great, which is the happy part). My Mom has Alzheimer's and is in a nursing home near me, and my Dad (82) has been living with me for the last three years. He has problems with depression and is being treated for that. He attends a day program for adults with mental problems, which I take him to each day. He takes a medical motors bus home at 2:30. He is there when I get home from work. He is there all the time, and totally dependent on me for his entertainment, etc.
I have taken care of all the paperwork, finding doctors, getting the right medications and care, etc. I am the only one near to care for them, and they count on me for their "happiness" or little happy moments. I love my Dad and my Mom, but I am ready to lose it sometimes. I have NO time alone in my own home. I have two small dogs I adore, and they are a good distraction for myself and for my Dad. I wish my Dad would want to go to an assisted living type place, but he likes being with me. Then he could come visit me on weekends or whenever he wanted, but I would have some space and have a life of my own. Am I being selfish? Could I live with the guilt? I know I will miss him in ways and I worry about him all the time, but I hate that the way things are now; I have only two opposite possibilities - that my Dad is with me all the time or that something happens to him and he dies. I don't want that. I have so many conflicting emotions, but I'm finding myself really resentful and angry lately. It's not right. So -- looking to share some of these feelings and wondering how others are handling situations like this. Thanks.
I am 31 years old, an only child with a deceased father and a mother (70) who has Alzheimer's. Doctors and social workers tell me that I am young to experience this, and my friends don't know what to say or how to help because they don't understand my reality. We share a house in Pittsburgh. I have two careers to support us, and it's getting tougher to juggle everything. I would like to learn if there are other 30-something, only children caregivers out there who are in a similar place. I need reassurance that I am not so alone. Thanks.
My father died in August and my 82-year-old mother has moved in with my husband and me. Prior to this we had to get custody of our 5-year-old granddaughter. We only have a 3-bedroom home, which is now full, and my mother is very unhappy at having to give up her home and so many of her "things" to move in with us.
She had a stroke 10 years ago and is pretty feeble. Her mind is sharp but she has difficulty expressing what she wants to communicate and difficulty understanding what others are trying to communicate to her. There is no way she can live alone (which she wants to do), and she becomes pretty angry at times. This is unlike her. I have also had to become pretty firm with her at times, because we had to dispose of so many of her belongings that she didn't want to part with. My husband's daughter is also a problem (the mother of the grandchild we have). We had to have her commited to the state mental hospital due to drug related (we think) paranoia and psychosis. With all this happening since March it is creating alot of stress for me and for my husband. After reading some of the other stories, mine doesn't seem so bad but I would like to know how some of you caregivers of aging parents cope with situations like this. I guess I'm feeling guilty, and a little resentful as well, for having to take the role of being my mom's "parent." Thanks in advance for any advice.
My 86-year-old mother and 89-year-old stepfather live with my husband and me. We have 7 children also. My father has had to go on dialysis recently and we finally have a routine down with him. He gets severe dementia when big changes take place. So that is under control now.
My mother on the other hand is in a wheelchair most of the time due to weakness. She seems very depressed and lonely. She used to love to sew but her eyesight has stopped that and that is her biggest dream...to sew again. She eats so little that she is very thin which contributes to her weakness. I'm going on different web sites now to see what I can do about her appetite. I love having them here with us and wouldn't change a thing. They have lived with us for 8 years and while there have been many difficulties over that period of time it has been more of blessing than anything else.
My biggest hurdle is my lack of knowledge of their special needs. I don't usually find out about it until there is a crisis. My mother is in the hospital right now because of severe dehydration; we found her in her a non-responsive condition, eyes rolled back into her head and drooling. She has greatly improved and will probably be home in the next couple of days. My biggest fear right now is that something else will happen that could have been prevented due to my lack of knowledge. Her doctor called last night and is going to send out "In-Home Health" to see if they can help but any advice from those who have been there-done that would be a great boost for me (and my parents as well). I don't want them in a home other than ours where we can take care of them. Having them with us is a tremendous blessing to our entire family. Thank you all.
I am a 47-year-old woman with both parents still living. Dad is 90 and mom, 86. Both are in reasonable heath. Sometime the demands get to be too much. I am in the beginning of menopause and some days I feel like I'm going to blow, which I did about an hour ago. Guess I need a good word. Thanks.
It was mentioned to my sister and me that we may not be successful in getting my Mom to agree to move into assisted living, and sometimes only a crisis will make it happen. I really do not want to wait for a crisis. The idea of having someone visit everyday will not work either. My Mom will still be alone at some times during the day. I have family at Cape Cod where my Mom lives and her situation is putting a strain on my whole family. She continually gets lost. Strangers pick her up and report her to the police. The fire department has called me several times because she has caused some problems in her home. We receive calls from her bank, the senior center, and the supermarket where she tries to shop, etc. I need to act quickly; my Mom's safety is at risk. My sister and I live 130 miles North of the Cape and need to move her closer to us as soon as possible. My sister's husband (close to 70) has serious high blood pressure and my wife and I are not in good health either. My Mom has said time and time again that she would not live with us. My sister and I have found an assisted living complex close to where we live. As much as I dislike this idea, I have been told that we could seek legal council, claim her incompetent and move her into assisted living. We have had some advice as to whom we should call. However, it seems highly probable that this is nothing new in the world of senior citizens. Do you have any advice? It appears that everyone is afraid of liabilities and tend to give very skimpy advice in fear that they will be liable if something goes wrong. In the meantime my Mom is at a high risk of getting hurt or susceptible to all kinds of dangers. Please find someone who will provide experienced and reliable advice!
On Feb. 10, 2000, I got a call from my youngest brother that something was wrong with my mom. By his description it was a stoke. It's been downhill ever since. I lived the majority of that first year in the ghetto of Philadelphia, where my parents had resided for 36 years. It was now infested with drug dealers. Then my mom got "A" fib and needed a pacemaker. Then she had an allergic reaction to Liquid Ativan and was constantly hallucinating. Then she and my dad needed cataract surgery - my dad never drove and my mom couldn't anymore, so they, or I should say my mom, agreed to move to the Poconos with me so I could take care of them. It's been one thing after another. My mom has been in the hospital more than out. She has died almost 4 times. She refuses to write a living will, so she was placed on a ventilator, which we finally had her removed from and she lived. The last stay she was so bad - she was no code - had the last rites and made it again. This women just lives on. The emotional stress is hell. She is now at home.
I have an aunt in Puerto Rico. I live in NYC. I'm trying to find out if there are any elder care managers in Puerto Rico. I've already contacted the National Association of Professional Geriatric Care Managers and they didn't know of any in Puerto Rico. Any information would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.