The following are true stories sent in by today's caregivers.
My 85-year-old widowed mother has finally decided to move from her lifelong home 6 1/2 hours way from me to my area this August. She broke her shoulder last year and it was a family crisis because three out-of-state siblings had to take care of an emergent situation. She healed remarkably well after eight weeks of complete immobilization and physical therapy, but it took the wind from her sails, depressed her to have to be bathed by her daughters, etc.
Has anyone read an amazing book called Another Country by Mary Pipher recommended to me by a psychiarist? It addresses the emotional needs of the elderly and touches on a lot of topics. What so many of you are living through is so heroic. I have no doubt you will be rewarded in making the Fourth Commandment part of your daily struggle. I think my role as a care giver is just starting. I am in my mid 40s and have no kids, but a wonderful husband.
My father passed away two years ago. At that time my mother had never lived alone in her life. My brother and sister and I wanted her to know that she wouldn't have to live alone if didn't want to. Two months after my father passed away my mother started saying things like I can't live alone, I don't want to live alone, I am afraid to be alone. At that time I was the only one without a family at home. My children had all grown and were on their own. And I was divorced. So I moved in with my mother.
Things were okay for about six months. Then my brother, sister and I started noticing that my mother was shaking and shuffling her feet. She kept saying there was nothing wrong and would not see a doctor. I was having problems and had an appointment to see a neurologist. So at that time I told my mother that the doctor wanted to see her and talk to her about our history. I now see this neurologist every three months.
At that time the doctor told my mother that she felt there was something wrong. After testing it was determined that my mother has Parkinson's. Medication seems to be helping to some extent. But her recent memory has become a major problem. It seems that when we talk to her and tell her things the next day she doesn't remember. And starts fighting and arguing with us. Every time we say anything to her she says that is not what we told her. It is becoming a major problem. My brother does what he can to help. My sister lives out of state. And with mom living with me, I receive the brunt of her anger.
I am becoming depressed and not sure what to do about this. It seems now that nothing I do is right and everything I say is a lie. I do have health problems of my own, which are not helping. The memory problem seems to be getting more and more pronounced. She also has a couple of other problems that she refuses to see as problems and won't see a doctor. My sister is a nurse, so I keep in close contact with her. But I see no way to force my mom to see a doctor. I was hoping that others may have some suggestions or answers that I might try to make this situation a little easier. Right now I think there may be something else medically wrong with my mom but don't know what to do about it. And other relatives have seen these problems and made suggestions to her but she still refuses to see a doctor.
I am caring for my husband who is 72 and has mid stage Alzheimer's. I am 65, very healthy (I jog two miles a day) and we had a very active life together. This disease has hit us like a ton of bricks. I miss my old life and the husband I shared it with. All my time with my husband now consists of "doing things" for him and I feel smothered. I am sure my story is not unique at all but it seems as if it is to me. I guess I just miss my husband and know that he will never be back again.
I am 36 years old, married, with a 7-year-old girl. We live on a farm with my mother, who is 81. She has chronic leukemia, congestive heart failure, high blood pressure, etc. She is currently recovering from pneumonia, which has left her very weak and in need of bladder catherization several times a day. My husband and daughter are very supportive, but my older brother and his family think that all they need to contribute is her supper a few nights a week.
My main problem is that everything is in her name on our farm, and because of increasing paranoia, she refuses to have anything taken out of her name. (I have lived her since my father's death 18 years ago when I was 18, we have never been seperated.)
Now, I worry that if she should become beyond my ability to care for, she might end up in a rest home, which would take my home. If you have any experience in legal matters of this sort, please contact me. Any advice would be appreciated.
I would also like to talk to someone who is experiencing similar difficulties with caring for an elderly parent. I need the support.
My mom is 85 years old. She has been in a nursing home for the last five years with Parkinson's Disease. I was a "menopause baby" and am only 41 years old. She is the most precious mother a person could ask for. She developed pneumonia a little over a week ago and doesn't seem to be recovering very well. I'm writing this knowing that today is our last Mother's Day. I want to be with her every moment, but with a husband and three children I can't. I go the the nursing home every day at noon to feed her lunch. My older sister (who is 65) goes at 5 to feed her dinner. Momma and I have always been very close because my Dad died when I was 4. I feel like I'm living a horrible dream. I can't seem to concentrate on anything. I even have to fake it when my children come home from school to share their accomplishments with me. I feel like a light is going out in my soul.
I have been my mom-in-law's caregiver for some time now. I take her to doctor appointments, of which there are many, to making sure she follows her diet. She is a non-compliant diabetic, she is also non-compliant with taking her meds. Her diagnosis is COPD, CHF, diabetes, pulmonary hypertension, depression, osteoarthritis, macula degeneration of her eyes, glaucoma, incontinence, and sleep apnea. She has a pacemaker, a stent in her heart, has had back, knee and, ankle surgery; she has had a total hysterectomy, and gallbladder surgery. SOOOO.....as you can tell, a bundle of physical and mental problems.
at one time saw as many as six doctors at one time. It was too much. I
asked her primary physician what we should do about this. He could not
believe it. He said he would take over all her care and only send her
to a specialist if he felt the need to. My mom-in-law and I have had allot
of fun together, but her physical health now has her in a nursing home.
They call here every day wanting to know something. I go to see her every
day. Her son, my husband, and I, and our children are about the only family
contact she has. My brother-in-law, her other son, does not go to see
her. We still don't know why. We even had a birthday party for her at
the nursing home and he was not
So she has none if any contact with her oldest son. I think this has also added to her depression. I just received a phone call from the nursing home and they want her to wear briefs instead of a pad due to her increased incontinence. Apparently she tells them "no" she does not want to wear them. I am not sure why. Well, I guess my husband and I are going to go to the nursing home now, so I will end my story here with: Can anyone give me some advice I can use. Most advice I get is "It will be all right in the end, just give her some time to adjust." Or "you know what nursing homes are like; you put your loved ones there to die." I think she is on too many meds, but no one seems to want to reduce them; 28 different meds at last count. Please help us. We did not place her in the nursing home; her health did. The doctors recommended it. How do we let go of the guilt.
Thanks for reading my letter.
I am 59, a breast cancer survivor, suffer from fibromyalgia, sleep apnea, gerd, high blood pressure, depression, osteoporosis and arthritis.
I take care of my husband Rufus. He was diagnosed with AD in 2/99. He has advanced AD and depends on me for all of his care. He is incontinent and cannot do the simplest things for himself. I care for him 24/7 with no relief. I have no health insurance because I am too young for medicare and not poor enough for medicaid. My medications are very expensive. I feel that the State of Ohio should follow the example of California and provide a salary for caregivers.
I am a nurse (retired) and am the caregiver for my husband (age 54), recently diagnosed with Alzheimer's Disease. He is a Vietnam Veteran and has been working as a physical therapist for the past 20 years. He now is on the receiving end of care and this is quite difficult for him to receive rather than give all his life. He keeps telling me how lucky he is to have such a caring and loving wife . I am happy that I am able to do whatever it takes to keep him as happy as he possibly can be.
I know things will get alot more difficult and trying for the both of us; but we will work through this. We have such a special and precious love that few couples ever hope to find. We have been truly blessed.
For the past year and a half I have had to deal with my mom starting dialysis and going into renal failure. To add to her problems, she also has congestive heart failure. I tried to keep working, but due to doctors appointments and dialysis 3 times a week I have had to shut down my business. My brothers and sister believe that it is not their responsibility. They believe because I am single that I have no life and I don't need an outside life. Now my father has had a massive stroke and I have them both to deal with and my savings are gone and I don't know what I am going to do. My bills keep coming in and I can't work because I am so drained. I need help but I keep running into brick walls. If you have any idea how I can solve this problem, I sure could use the help. I live in a small country town in Alabama. Please help, any ideas are welcome.
My mom, now 81, came to live with me seven years ago because she was not eating well and was exercising poor judgment. After some time she was diagnosed as having Alzheimer's Disease and Dementia (AD). Over the seven years, she continued to deteriorate, and now she is no longer able to function on her own at any level. She is incontinent; has very poor judgment making her safety a major concern; she won't eat or bathe unless reminded; and she becomes exhausted with the least amount of exertion. She has very little short-term memory; is confused and disoriented; and can no longer follow a subject well enough to read, watch TV or even have a conversation. I retired early almost two years ago and have provided her almost continuous care. It has been exhausting and depressing. I have lost my mother as the person I knew and I felt like I had lost most of my life. I had to go on antidepressants to get through the days. I finally insisted that my sister take mom for awhile as I could no longer do it.
am the only child and now provide 24/7 care for my mom. She has Alzheimer's
and needs constant supervision.
My mother has AD-Diabeties-glucoma, She has been with us since November 2001; she was also here last year for a while, now she is here till God takes her from us.
When she first arrived, her suit case was a mess. We couldn't figure out her meds, so we called the pharmacy. She was very confused at the being here, but after four months she realized she was here forever. That was a big step. She goes from one day to the other never knowing what is going to happen next. But we are getting through it, hard sometimes - very difficult - some days it's fun which is great. Sometimes sleeps all day, which worries me but I understand that is the situation - gets lonely- and then we go out to eat, which is her favorite thing to do, but then is very expensive. We have a long road ahead of us, and God be willing will be there with us. The prayers do help get through the day. I am tired most of the time, and have to stay up to watch. The worst thing is when I'm sick; it's like being a mother, who still has to go on with her daily routine, no matter what the day brings. I could give you all kinds of experiences, but just in six months, there isn't time so if any one wants to know something I will share it with you. Good luck and God bless.
My father is 80 years old and is in the end of the 5th stage of Alzheimer's Disease. He is no longer the Dad I once had. He is never happy no matter what we do to please him. He doesn't like where he lives and he doesn't like any foods. He is in a lovely retirement home at the present. I am 41 and have three young children. Luckily I have a sister nearby that shares the load of Dad. My Mom passed away two years ago after 54 years of marriage. Dad's disease was a blessing during this time. My sister and I handle everything for him including finances and doctor visits. It is almost more than we can bare. We are brokenhearted over our father and it is a struggle everyday. This is what they call the circle of life. I am very thankful of what I have including my dear father. My sister and I get criticism from family member that have no clue about the disease. This has made things even tougher on us. We have been told by several doctor's that this disease is tougher on the family than the patient.
I have been caring for my mother and father for the past four years. My mother was in a nursing home for 1 1/2 years and my dad in the same home for approximately four months. My mother broke her arm while in there and then broke her hip. She wasn't given diapers and they lost her teeth, and then they lost the new set I had made for her. Most of the things I had brought to put in her shared room was stolen. My poor dad could hardly walk while in there and they had him tied in bed because he was aggressive. I believe to this day that my mother was sodomized while in there because when I was able to get up enough nerve to bring them home and started clean her. Her rectum looked hideous. I have four siblings who do not help because they cannot deal with it. It is only me and some help from my husband when he gets home from work. I am 53 and my mom and dad are 80 and 81. They are combative and very difficult at times but I am so glad I am doing this because I know they are now being well cared for.